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I'll be
your dog...
The idea
The idea had first occurred to Demian during an idle moment. He had
been dressing and, whilst pulling tight his studded belt and feeling the
smooth leather slide through the unyielding steel of the buckle, the
idea emerged. Once it had come to light, it took on a life of its own.
Demian thought about it in quiet moments; whilst sipping his morning
coffee; whilst relaxing in the bath; whilst floating in those clear,
bright moments before falling asleep. What would happen? What would it
feel like? How would he act? It was tantalizing. He had to know.
“Horse?” said Demian as they sat over coffee and pastries one bright
Sunday afternoon.
Horse lifted his head and pushed a stray blond dreadlock from his face.
He looked gently at Demian with his pale, blue eyes “Mmm?”
Demain hesitated. He had no qualms about discussing his idea with Horse.
He had known him a long time and trusted him completely. Whatever Demian
had to say, he was confident that Horse would never be shocked, amused
or disgusted. He would respond with his usual calm, open interest.
However, Demian was about to talk about something that had been a
luminous secret lying luxuriously in his mind for the last few weeks. To
both hear it spoken aloud and to know that the idea would be propagated
in the mind of another brought the idea one tantalising step closer to
becoming reality. He wanted to tease himself a little before bringing it
to its next stage of growth.
“You know you asked me what I wanted for my birthday?”
“Mm hm?”
“Well, I want to be your dog”, Demian paused again and searched for the
reaction in the eyes of his friend. Demian knew that Horse would be
happy to fulfill almost any fantasy he might have, no matter how
outlandish or extreme. Horse’s satisfaction was that of an expert who
takes great pride in his work. Although their relationship was personal
and not professional, Horse applied the same inspired intensity;
designing and conducting the event with the perfect pleasure of his
friend as his sole concern. And there was no doubt that Demian liked to
be looked after in this way. However, it could sometimes be even better
if he knew that Horse was enjoying it too. He waited for Horse’s
response.
Horse raised his eyebrows slightly and smiled. He liked the idea! “Tell
me about it”, he said.
“Well”. Demian paused again, tasting the tantalising moment for a few
seconds more, “I want you to have me as your dog one evening at The
Seventh Circle. You know, have me on a leash, walk me around and make me
do stuff.”
Horse’s eyebrows were raised again. Although their master-boy
relationship was well-established and formed the basis of most of their
scenes, Demian had never before asked that it be enacted in public.
Demian was an exhibitionist by nature and enjoyed an audience during
sex. He was proud of his skill as a lover and was well aware of his own
beauty. However, their scenes had always been something different.
Theirs was an intense, intimate moment eons away from the mundane world.
When it was going particularly well, Demian could enter a state of
transcendental ecstasy that amounted to an astral orgasm. He would lose
contact with the world around him and launch off into a dazzled state
where he seemed to fly. On other occasions, he would break down
entirely, his ego shattered in the intensity of the moment. “It’s like
fucking God”, as Demian had once poetically put it. Either way, it was
certainly not something you wanted an audience for. Although The Seventh
Circle was a select members’ club in which all forms of sexual diversity
were welcomed, it was still a semi-public place. Most people would have
asked “Are you sure?”. However, Horse would be well aware that his
friend would not have raised the proposition casually. So, he saved his
breath.
“I like that. When did you want to do it?”
“As soon as we can”, said Demian, alive with the electricity of
anticipation, ”How about next Saturday? It’s the day before my
birthday”.
“I’ll be working the dungeons at The Circle on Saturday.” Demian’s heart
sank. He would have to wait. “But” continued Horse, “it will only be for
a couple of hours at the start of the evening so, if you are a good dog,
you can sit and watch me work until I’ve finished”.
Demian’s heart leaped again. He loved to see Horse work. He loved to
study the intense care and concentration on his friend’s face as he
administered to the attendees of The Seventh Circle. He loved to watch
his strong, expert hands manipulating the instruments of punishment with
a surgeon’s precision. He loved to see the power this man had to bestow
the extremes of experience on his subjects. To be able to do this as
Horse’s loyal and patient dog would be perfect.
The next few days were taken up with organising Demian’s costume.
Between them, they agreed what of the contents of Demian’s dressing-up
box would be appropriate. However, Horse suggested that he arrange some
new items to fit with the theme. Demian unhesitatingly agreed.
That Saturday, they convened in a private room at the club to carry out
the plan.
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